Today is the last day of 2009, and within this calender year, i facing quite lot of difficulty!
Since early or the year, facing the low Bonus due to the bad economic,and this is the 1st time i receiving bonus from company, because this i the 1st job that provide bonus after i graduate.
But this is still the small matter if compare to i have lost my lovely father in the month of June 29 Monday, i still remember on that morning, before my alarm rang, i receive one phone call from my Brother from Penang, through the phone, he with a weird sound "is the time coming back to penang after office hour" and i ask "Y ?" then he answer me, " father sending in hospital, might cant survive" then i jump up from the bed and straight called in to my General Manager apply for lEmergency leave, packing for the staff prepare rush to pudu for bus ticket toward Penang. While i packing, my brother called in again " you can come back to penang right now" inside my heart, i can guess what hapen to my father already! i just reply with a simply "erm..." then rush to pudu for the bus ticket.
Because of the unhonest ticket seller, i have bought a ticket that mention "Sekarang" and waste my almost one hour standing there for nothing, and non-moving bus ! Finally i receive a call from my cousin that living in KL, and mention will come Pudu fetch me down to Penang.
After a tired trip inside the car, once reach Penang, straight drive toward memorial center! from the far, i can clearly notice my mom with full of tears on her face. And at the same time, my father already turn from a warm body into a cold one inside the casket!! As a son, cant even mention my last word to him, and cant able to catch up my time to say the most meaningful " Thank You" to him for his hard work to take care of the family and myself, he provided the best thing among our 3 brothers and sister but nothing for himself !!!
I miss alot with the time while my father still around, i can still remember while i am with the age of 5 untill even form 5, i still can play around with my father, even sit on his leg, or sleep on his leg while he is reading news paper ! My father never punish me, is never even iam the most naugthy among 3 of us, i always break this down, broke that up, but only scold and never punish!
All the story will be in the pass and that beautiful moment wont be able come to me any more, because i have lost my father! The only thing i can do is take good care myself, push hard for my career, and take good care of my mother and bring hapiness to her ...
Good Bye my Lovely Father.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, August 31, 2008
包容
人类是种奇怪的动物！
怎么说呢？有时会这样，
而又有的时候是那样，
跟本就是360度的转变~
也是同样的，人是很怕孤单
就会交到了朋友，
但是每个朋友的性格
不是跟你一样的类型，
很有可能会令到您感到
很气，很气，很气，
气到没力！
虽用尽全身的力量，
都无法使到对方放下心
跟你和好，言和！
到这时，就只有一方原意
以包容才能化解一切的误会
与不开心的事情，
如不那么的做，
这对朋友将面临
朋友为敌的局面了~
就是要为了那么小事而
伤了可贵的情感吗？
是值得吗？你原意吗？？
包容这道理谁都懂，
但是做起来真的是很难，
要拿出很大的勇气！
有很想挽回的心，
很珍惜对方的人
才能办得到，
包容就是人生在世
最难学的一样学问
就连比考上degree,mba
还要来的难，
它需要很强的念力
才能办到，很可能
原因不在你的错，
但还是为了挽会，
不伤感情的情况下，
而把它当是自己的错，
就像是
akon 的歌， sorry,blame it on me.
里头有唱到，
~ you can blame on me,
这样做不是说很傻
或是对方的不讲理，
而是要看您要包容
的对象是谁，什么人，
家人？知心朋友？
情人？普通朋友？
如果那人对你很重要很重要，
你将会不管谁是谁非，
打开自己的心
包容对方！
怎么说呢？有时会这样，
而又有的时候是那样，
跟本就是360度的转变~
也是同样的，人是很怕孤单
就会交到了朋友，
但是每个朋友的性格
不是跟你一样的类型，
很有可能会令到您感到
很气，很气，很气，
气到没力！
虽用尽全身的力量，
都无法使到对方放下心
跟你和好，言和！
到这时，就只有一方原意
以包容才能化解一切的误会
与不开心的事情，
如不那么的做，
这对朋友将面临
朋友为敌的局面了~
就是要为了那么小事而
伤了可贵的情感吗？
是值得吗？你原意吗？？
包容这道理谁都懂，
但是做起来真的是很难，
要拿出很大的勇气！
有很想挽回的心，
很珍惜对方的人
才能办得到，
包容就是人生在世
最难学的一样学问
就连比考上degree,mba
还要来的难，
它需要很强的念力
才能办到，很可能
原因不在你的错，
但还是为了挽会，
不伤感情的情况下，
而把它当是自己的错，
就像是
akon 的歌， sorry,blame it on me.
里头有唱到，
~ you can blame on me,
这样做不是说很傻
或是对方的不讲理，
而是要看您要包容
的对象是谁，什么人，
家人？知心朋友？
情人？普通朋友？
如果那人对你很重要很重要，
你将会不管谁是谁非，
打开自己的心
包容对方！
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
身在英国的我 - 3
上回说到我到达了我将入住长达3个月的地方！
这就是我将拥有的私人房，内有张单人床，
当我到了哪后，就下车享受下我22年来没感受
过的天气！！
虽然算起来，哪正是夏天！但对我来说，
就像是我的冬天，因为对我来说根本很冷啊！
因为虽头顶上有粒大太阳， 可是吹来的风
是冷的耶 ！
所以我们马来西亚人对英国人来说是怪人，
原因只有一个，那就是我们在summer
穿上了冷衣，还有些竟戴上雪帽！
哈哈！ 在他们（英人）眼里都不知怎么看我们的！
看---- 这是我的床咯！
这就是我将拥有的私人房，内有张单人床，
书架，书桌，衣橱，还有厕所叻！
还有个暖气儿不是冷气机哦！！
把窗帘一开，可看到树和草
因我的房是' 内向“的！
处了以上所有的，还给我们
两个杯，一对汤匙叉，糖，
3 in 1 咖啡几包，床单与棉被
加枕头， 对了对了，差点忘掉，
还有个煮东西的煲！
我们一个单位共有6个房，
一个客厅，除房，冰箱，
面包机，owen两架，
自然过滤机，沙发两张，
这就是我身在英国的所住地了！
当我们收好我们的东东后，就是
我们探讨sheffield的时候了咯！
我们的学长就跟我们约定时间，
后带我们出外走走，告知我们
哪可以买到我们所需的日用品等等！
这就是我们出走
是拍的！后是我
们的家！
还有样东西就是我们全都要做运动！
那就是每天都要走路上学，
那就是每天都要走路上学，
查不多要走上15 到 20 分钟才能到叻！
是很远啊！但是我们就算走了那么就
都不会流汗的因哪天气的关系。。。
有一共同点就是我们入学第一天
跟我们这一样，也是有orientation day.
跟我们这一样，也是有orientation day.
不过可能收了太贵的学费，所以我们每
人将获得份早餐-
内有三文治，水，香蕉一大条，锁匙圈。
这是我们吃完后所
拍的！
后右为我念的大学
Sheffield Hallam
University
新新事物
最近我收到了个mail.是关于现在最新潮的
鞋子！！
在我认识的女人当中，每个都是在不长站与走
的情况下才会选择穿上高根鞋上场！
就如在，
晚宴 - 只是坐着吃
看戏 - 用眼不用脚，不必动
上班（OL) - 坐着很少动
在以上几种的场合，她们才会选上“它“陪伴
但是，现在日本新潮的高根鞋就恐怖啦！！
请看下图 -----
这也就太夸张了吧！
再看！！这双也是很跨吧！
这还不够！这个是最新的内衣设计！
如你各位女士觉得马来西亚的天气
太热的话，可考虑考虑买件来穿哦！
穿好像没穿哦！
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
ELVIS VS CHERRY ........
Haiz ,,, today is the sad day,
for the starting word with HAIZ ..
means that iam the one who feel sad ,
and unhappy regarding the war ..
for the other word, iam the losser in this case.
haiz ,,,,,, at the begining, i have lot confident
just like lee chong wei in the olympics games !
are confident that can bit Lin Dan from china.
so am i , i thought i can fight back Cherry from China!
but i think till the end my nasib same as Lee chong wei,
also fail and cant fight back!!
because the standard range is very much different !
so there is no used even iam trying very very hard so as
the lee chong wei in the final match last saturday !
even have some chance to win in the match ,
but till the end,,, just come out with one word ...
i have already try my very best, and no regreat !
The only thing that i need and can do ,
is keep y eye on to all the PO that issued to Onkyo!
If there is something wrong, have to mention it and
taking action in advance, if not, i will facing the lost
just same as this case once aagain , i cant get
lossing in the WAR anymore !
i wan to be one of the successful purchaser !!
so i wan to get know many thing, if some one there
is having same job task as me, pls have some discussion
here and teach me how to be better in this field .!
thanks to you 1st ...
at last , i wan to say .. HAIZ .... !! T.T
for the starting word with HAIZ ..
means that iam the one who feel sad ,
and unhappy regarding the war ..
for the other word, iam the losser in this case.
haiz ,,,,,, at the begining, i have lot confident
just like lee chong wei in the olympics games !
are confident that can bit Lin Dan from china.
so am i , i thought i can fight back Cherry from China!
but i think till the end my nasib same as Lee chong wei,
also fail and cant fight back!!
because the standard range is very much different !
so there is no used even iam trying very very hard so as
the lee chong wei in the final match last saturday !
even have some chance to win in the match ,
but till the end,,, just come out with one word ...
i have already try my very best, and no regreat !
The only thing that i need and can do ,
is keep y eye on to all the PO that issued to Onkyo!
If there is something wrong, have to mention it and
taking action in advance, if not, i will facing the lost
just same as this case once aagain , i cant get
lossing in the WAR anymore !
i wan to be one of the successful purchaser !!
so i wan to get know many thing, if some one there
is having same job task as me, pls have some discussion
here and teach me how to be better in this field .!
thanks to you 1st ...
at last , i wan to say .. HAIZ .... !! T.T
Friday, August 15, 2008
I HATE CHERRY ZHANG - China gal----
Is any one there who reading my blog can tell me how come
in this beautiful world got this kind of person !!!
Haiz... as a perchasing, i should know that i will face any type
of Vendor and customer ! But i not expect that i will meet
this kind of person ! shit man, since iam joing this company
for bout 5 months ! this is the 1st time that i feel wan to kill &
dont like this person !!
The story is like this, iam a purchaser as u know if u read my profile
and she is as well ! And actually she is my customer and
order parts ( electronic ) from my company ( Onkyo )
For the job task as purchasing is order some parts from Vendor
then send it all to the customer ! So, by simply word, iam the
agent! But have to deal with vendor bout the Cost and
including the delivery date!
ok ok ok i think all of you already understand my possition,
then i will start up the story and realise my anger here!!!!
i have already order the part for Cherry
then she did not mention bout any urgent usage bout
this parts !! and suddenly that drop by one mail
and told that she wan me sending the parts to
her from Malaysia to China !!! WTF !!! I totally
dint notice bout this PARTS!!!
While call to her to find ways to settle this matter,
BUT , walao eh ,,, she just take a gun and straight
away shooting @#$%^&**&^%# ( for sure she is
not using the BAD word ! )
Just throwing all the mistake to me until i cant fight back.
while i getting my point out to fight back, she said
dont talk aready, dont waste my time from going home !
WA LAN EH !!!
I admit that iam the one who making wrong decision
in this case,but iam not THE ONE have to handle this
matter, and iam not the only who paying for the Fedex
charges !! is cost company bout RM 500 plus !!!
Iam not saying that iam the one who always protect
and fight for company !! But only the feeling of as
a purchasing !! i have to win in all the WAR !! and
not lossing it !! IF keep on losing and always
watch the word GAME OVER on the screen while
playing games , i can firmly told u that u will
dont have any mood to continue the games~~~~
Haiz, the only thing i can say now is , iam still
a fresh paper that dont know how to used the
method to fight back .... and she is the most
experience in this field ! Wat the shit !!
i saying that i wan be the one who
fight her again ( REMATCH ) by coming Tuesday
And win this MATCH-WAR
Haha, y not monday ? coz that time iam
coming back KL from Penang....
Relax for a while then come back in to fight with HER !!!
AAA>>AH>>>>> HHAAA>>> ....... KILL !!!!!!!!
in this beautiful world got this kind of person !!!
Haiz... as a perchasing, i should know that i will face any type
of Vendor and customer ! But i not expect that i will meet
this kind of person ! shit man, since iam joing this company
for bout 5 months ! this is the 1st time that i feel wan to kill &
dont like this person !!
The story is like this, iam a purchaser as u know if u read my profile
and she is as well ! And actually she is my customer and
order parts ( electronic ) from my company ( Onkyo )
For the job task as purchasing is order some parts from Vendor
then send it all to the customer ! So, by simply word, iam the
agent! But have to deal with vendor bout the Cost and
including the delivery date!
ok ok ok i think all of you already understand my possition,
then i will start up the story and realise my anger here!!!!
i have already order the part for Cherry
then she did not mention bout any urgent usage bout
this parts !! and suddenly that drop by one mail
and told that she wan me sending the parts to
her from Malaysia to China !!! WTF !!! I totally
dint notice bout this PARTS!!!
While call to her to find ways to settle this matter,
BUT , walao eh ,,, she just take a gun and straight
away shooting @#$%^&**&^%# ( for sure she is
not using the BAD word ! )
Just throwing all the mistake to me until i cant fight back.
while i getting my point out to fight back, she said
dont talk aready, dont waste my time from going home !
WA LAN EH !!!
I admit that iam the one who making wrong decision
in this case,but iam not THE ONE have to handle this
matter, and iam not the only who paying for the Fedex
charges !! is cost company bout RM 500 plus !!!
Iam not saying that iam the one who always protect
and fight for company !! But only the feeling of as
a purchasing !! i have to win in all the WAR !! and
not lossing it !! IF keep on losing and always
watch the word GAME OVER on the screen while
playing games , i can firmly told u that u will
dont have any mood to continue the games~~~~
Haiz, the only thing i can say now is , iam still
a fresh paper that dont know how to used the
method to fight back .... and she is the most
experience in this field ! Wat the shit !!
i saying that i wan be the one who
fight her again ( REMATCH ) by coming Tuesday
And win this MATCH-WAR
Haha, y not monday ? coz that time iam
coming back KL from Penang....
Relax for a while then come back in to fight with HER !!!
AAA>>AH>>>>> HHAAA>>> ....... KILL !!!!!!!!
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